I see His abundance blessings on you.
You can't see that way because you ignore to see it.
I can see it is dark inside you. I know it is where the demons been keeping you for quite a long time that people may give up on you. But I don't.
Let me see through you. I'll bring the light and a pack of His guidence so that they can't hurt us. Will you trust me? Raise your hand towards me. I'll grab it and pull you out of the darkness. I want to save a beam of light in your eyes and expose your diamond soul to the sunlight.
You're a sleeping commander. A diamond in the mud. Don't give up any yet. Look into my eyes and feel my heat whenever you feel like cold and running out of breath. Ignore the demons and remember Him who give us life.
Don't get shattered yet. I won't let you fall deeper. Not a second. Hold my hand. Let me pull you through. I keep my words that you ask for: please stay no matter what. So, please stay alive in His path. Listen to His calling.
For an indigo with a flat cap (that I've never meet at least in this life), I found you in the darkness with real pain over your soul. You're not alone, we share the same pain. I have only a year, but please soak up this blessing of love sincerely. Please stay breathing no matter how hard it is. Light will shine on you, Inshaallah.